ha..ha..my upcoming summer vacation..

my beloved summer vacation...
is waiting for me..
right here and right now...
i can't wait....:))

Here ...i got a big conclusion...
never just study before your exam...
it's almost impossible to get better grades...trust me...
you won't want to try that...will you??

most of my friends ...they failed at their anatomy exam...
which is very BIG THING!!...
i thought they would pass...before we took it...
and ...the consequence appeared yesterday...
I PASS....IT'S A BIG, BIG, BIG..THING...
all i want to say is..."PASS...PASS...PASS...I PASS MY ANATOMY EXAM"...
ha..ha..ha..ha..it's wonderfullllllllll!!!!

XOXO Esme
99.6.25 Love & Peace

oh..gosh...

not feel very well recently...
always can't sleep very well...
maybe i put too much pressures into myself....
really want to relaxed...
hoping someone can save me..:))

busy preparing the final exam...
it's really hard to prepare fullest...
books are one of the most scared things in the world...
i'm tired...why our education is so different...
i want to study abroad...
i have so much things to do ....
but i still want to set here to do nothing...
i thought to myself that if you have no things to do ..
that means you have plenty of time to do what you want to do...:))
that will be greattttt!!!!

do i really fall in love???
i don't think so....
love won't come to me...(i thought to myself....)
i'm satisfied with what i've got...so ....i won't desire to want more....
it's simple....
just do anything good to yourself...
anything relates to love ....it's really hard...maybe oneday...it truely happen...who knows..??

hoping everything can be better soon...:)))

XOXO
Esme Love & Peace
99.6.17

New Challenge...New Fighting...

With upcoming final exam...
i have to figure out some way to overcome all of my professional subjsts...
it' really matter!!!!
it depends on that if i will continuously stay in my apartment of my college in university...
and the main reasons which causes my anxiety are the two primary subjects...
that is "ANATOMY" & "BIOCHEMISTRY"...
they are realllllly my nightmare!!!!
especially when you totally don't get it what teachers were talking about in classes....
(i know that i should write some good and positive things in my life...but so far...my life is so good ...till the extremely nightmares ruin my wonderful time!!!)

sometimes...i'm wondering that why Taiwan's Vogue Mazagine usually use Taiwan's models on their cover??
though..i'm a Taiwanese...but i don't agree with that...
because i think that models from other countries should be better than our native models...
for example..the "position" is one of the most important things when you are shooting photographs...
but i'm tired of seeing the most beautiful models holding the same poses one after another...
they looks really "boring".whenever i open the latest Taiwan' Vouge magazine...
they just keep smiling, smiling and smiling all the time...
i wish i can see another weird  and impressive poses in the future...please....
so i want to give some comments to Taiwan's Vouge magazine...
please use models from other countries more often...they will impress me ....i think you have to put lots of effort to do that...
so..another way to solve this problem quickly is to change the cover...it's the fastest way...to show you have the ability to control the whole Taiwan's high fashion...

it's just my personal complains...ha..ha...don't take it too seriously...let's view it ina  relaxed mind....
ha..ha..they are just my feeling...and what am i doing now????


i'm WORKING in the library with so many books waiting for me to read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD BLESS ME!!!

XOXO
Esme Love & Peace
99.6.4