oh..gosh...

not feel very well recently...
always can't sleep very well...
maybe i put too much pressures into myself....
really want to relaxed...
hoping someone can save me..:))

busy preparing the final exam...
it's really hard to prepare fullest...
books are one of the most scared things in the world...
i'm tired...why our education is so different...
i want to study abroad...
i have so much things to do ....
but i still want to set here to do nothing...
i thought to myself that if you have no things to do ..
that means you have plenty of time to do what you want to do...:))
that will be greattttt!!!!

do i really fall in love???
i don't think so....
love won't come to me...(i thought to myself....)
i'm satisfied with what i've got...so ....i won't desire to want more....
it's simple....
just do anything good to yourself...
anything relates to love ....it's really hard...maybe oneday...it truely happen...who knows..??

hoping everything can be better soon...:)))

XOXO
Esme Love & Peace
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