it has been a long time...

it's been a long time that i've not written any word in this blog...
i encounter some difficulties recently..
actually i find that i seem not like nursing very well...
the only thing i know about the nursing is that i would have job..after i graduated from my college..
and i really don't know that if i can really be a good nurse..
but i know that nursing is not my hobby..
i want to be a fashion stylist..
but unfortunely...people here are seldom dressed them fashionable just like the girls outside the runway show..or the bloggers..
if you dress yourself so fashionable..they might think that what's wrong with the girls..we just go outside to school..or to stores..is that necessary that we dress us so fashionable?
i just think that if you dress yourself well..it's a kind of polite..be comfortable to others and yourself..
so i think it's important...

and i also want to be a model's agent..
it's really hard to describe that how much i love the models..
i really love that they really have good body shape and tall enough which can all fit the designer's amazing clothes..
i want to be their agent to take them receive their jobs and arrange their show casting... 
i want to see them to walk for the big brand shows...such as Chanel, Gucci, Fendi, Lavin, Louis Vuitton, Dior...i think that would make me happier than now..

i also like to see the fashion bloggers to show what they are wearing every day..
i like them to share out their creation and fashion sparks..it's really interesting...

i want to know if i want to be model's agent....which subject i should take...and which college can offer these kind of classes...
as i know...there are not any colleges here in Taiwan offer these classes..i need someone to give me answers..

thanks you guys..XOXO
Esme Y. 99.11.26